I plan to use this website as a monthly journal of sorts. A collection of my thoughts and experiences during the month. November 2019 seems like an appropriate point to begin this as so much has happened and we are moving in such an incredible and profound direction. This blog is me… Akelta, and this is my journey…
As we enter November of 2019, I find myself asking, where has the year gone? It literally has just flown by. Though, when I look at what we have accomplished this year I can see where the time has gone. It has been a busy year and we have all done so much.
Satan and Sons turns 7 this year, just as my eldest son has. Just like watching him grow and become his own person, I marvel at how S&S has as well. It has taken on a life of its own and evolved in a way I never could have imagined. I am so proud of my team and everything we have accomplished. There is still so much to do, but every day I feel full of passion and pride for what we are creating. I am so blessed to be on this journey and so grateful to the demons and Dark Lords for opening the doors for me and continuing to guide me and show me what is possible.
For November, I am filled with gratitude and thanks. I truly am grateful and thankful for everything and everyone who has come into my life. The good and the bad, really every opportunity and every person who I have encountered has taught me something and has lead me to the place that I am now. There have been a lot of ups and downs but they have all been powerful teaching moments and lessons.
I have been focused a lot on the balance of darkness. It is a core philosophy on our path and I find that every day I am guided to embrace it on a deeper level. When you begin to understand your own darkness, you also begin to understand the darkness of others and how their darkness is reflecting through you. I have been mindful of this and really asking myself where my dark path has guided me, where it is guiding me, and where I want to go. I find myself finding a deep and complex understanding of myself and intimately learning about the shadows that are within me. They are beautiful and the more I learn about them, the more I love them.
Darkness is a powerful ally, when aligned with you it walks beside you and allows you to push through all obstacles in your way. It is the dream giver and gives us the lessons, drive and motivation to move towards what we desire. Darkness though, will never hold our hand. It will take us through the gauntlet and test every aspect of our personal conviction. It will challenge us and it will take us to the brink of insanity, but it always gives us what we ask for, we just might not be aware that we are asking for it. It is a powerful teacher, and I am honoured to have darkness as my ally.
In October I really worked to empower my connection with the demonic divine and strengthen my connection with the demons who walk this world with me. My demon guides are so incredible and the gifts that they have given me even to this day blow my mind. I have found that manifestation is becoming easier. It is a combination of my own mental conviction and their efforts of working the energies from the spiritual side which gives rise to the most incredible manifestations. The united front of spirit and physical brings powerful and almost instant manifestations. The world at times feels like a canvas for me to mould and master.
I did not get as much done on my book as I wanted, but October is a busy month for S&S. It is also a busy time for me in my personal life. A large number of my family have birthdays and we decided to take my oldest to Disneyland for his Birthday. I see so much of myself in him, his love of all things spooky and dark and just how he sees the world. We must have rode the haunted mansion 16 times while we were there. To him, Disneyland was the haunted mansion, nothing else, lol.
I love the energies of Disney, a positive energy bubble where one can just let go of the world for a time and exist in happiness and wonder. I truly admire Walt Disney and his vision, what he created. I also wonder what occult influences he had in his life helping him with such incredible feats of manifestation and creation. After watching Night on Bald Mountain, no one can convince me he didn’t have his own demons guiding him.
We also visited Knotts Berry farm and enjoyed the Boo-fet and the Scary Fright Night. I greatly enjoy the haunted mazes there, they are the best I have ever seen and they are so detailed and intricate. Whenever I go to Disney, I always make a point to take a day for Knotts Berry, the haunted attractions and their wooden roller coaster Ghost Rider are, in my mind, worth it. It was nice to step away and just reset. I find that after a vacation like that I return refreshed and full of ideas. This trip was no different, even though I didn’t get as much writing done in October as I wanted to, I know that I will more than make up for it in November.
Halloween night was magickal. I always feel a deep connection with my demon companions during that night and find that the energies just refresh me. I love decorating for halloween, I love taking my kids trick of treating and I love the rituals that happen during the night. The family element, the fireworks, the magick of the night, there is such a powerful energy that washes over everything. For the moment all was surreal and tranquil and I was filled with gratitude.
November brings a new energy and I am very excited. This month I will be focusing heavily on the book, the goal is for it to be completed and ready to go by January 2020 and for that to happen I have to increase my focus and push forward. My coven and I will be also focusing on the growth of S&S and also the growth of our vision, our goal is to raise the spiritual consciousness of humanity and help people to embrace and balance their darkness. Darkness is bold and beautiful and for too long it has been repressed and made to be evil and sinister. The times are changing and we are committed to our vision.
Thank you to everyone who has walked with me on this path, it is an honour to have you and I am so excited where we are headed.
<3 Akelta